I've decided to write. Yeah you know, that thing blogs are for..or whatever. It won't be organized. Far from it actually. Most will likely be weird opinions of random stuff. Humor might show up here & there, but also other strange crap. Mourning, loss, pain, goals, bizarre poetry, art & lack of. Poverty, childhood, my children, my dog & too many cats...it'll just be truly random. Whatever I feel like writing. More of like an online journal, or diary of my own personal madness.
One thing you'll have to expect is something I'm famous for: run-on sentences. Now also technology has screwed most of our brains out of where proper punctuation goes as well (see above). Did I need that colon? Who gives a fuck, cuz I don't. Well I kinda do, but erm..yeah.
Anyway, welcome to my weirdness.
So on we go...
Life in Limbo seemed an appropriate temporary title for my world. About 20 minutes ago I was pleading with the entity called "God". I'm alone in this house, so saying anything out loud is pretty much only fair game for me here in this wooden void. So I'm crying, then yelling up. You know, the great "up", cuz God's supposed to be up above us right? Problem was I couldn't get completely past the barrier that I was yelling at my ceiling. I tried, but the tacky Greek-ish looking paste on trim was thoroughly distracting. Also the ugly platform ceiling that always gives the feeling that my bedroom's a cheap office.
So while I'm praying for my children to come home (long story there), I'm also at the same time trying to reason with the "All Mighty". That fucked the whole thing up. Really I was just pleading with anything out there to please, please, have mercy & send them home. However, I did begin to sound like someone on their knees, hands tightly gripping each other, & tears flowing. It quickly began to sound less like praying to God & more like praying for mercy in front of King Henry the VIII. Words sounded more like they were straight out of a period film. Me begging & pleading for mercy for my children. Spewing "forsaken" & sentences like "end their suffering", "release this burden", began flowing. By the end I may as well have been speaking Latin.
If I keep it up I think I'll be giving myself lashes with a whip within of couple weeks. The only thing I know is that no pain can ever equal the pain of not having my children. In fact it may actually feel good to beat the crap out of myself. I know that sounds gruesome & wrong, but even a nanosecond of physical pain that I can do & then stop, at least gives me control of that pain & release of, whereas there is no controlling the pain of my children's suffering they've been through & continue to go through, unless this thing called "God" finally releases us all from the grips of inhumanity & injustice. I will punish myself for every one of their tears, every time they're afraid, all pain they've been through. Why? Because even though the court has been corrupt & served severe cruelty upon our family despite innocence of all (except their father), I'm their mother & it is my job to keep them loved & safe. So I am guilty of every moment they're not, because they're not with me. That can never be forgiven. Their suffering should have all involved in this custody battle beating the hell out of themselves for it. My children will never be the same. Until they're home with me, they've made it clear to me that they'll always be sad & afraid.
That's all for today.
About Me
- Bipolarlioness
- blonde, blue eyed, do you want my likes and dislikes? Just Kidding. I'll fill this out at some time when I know exactly how to describe myself..which might be by someone else, post-mortum, only because I don't think I could sum myself up entirely, because people in general change everyday and can never make up their minds and if they are adamant about something? Well then they're not open to new ideas, research,and realizations. Everyday something happens that makes us different the next day than what we were the day before. That's life.
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Sunday, April 8, 2012
NO CENSORSHIP
http://youtu.be/1rftnBulKsc
The Fact That This Song Is Unavailable In The US Baffles Me? Especially since @TrentReznor himself had it on NIN's Site To Download For Free?? Big Brother Is Forcing Us To Hide "OUR" Ass?
Got You.
The Fact That This Song Is Unavailable In The US Baffles Me? Especially since @TrentReznor himself had it on NIN's Site To Download For Free?? Big Brother Is Forcing Us To Hide "OUR" Ass?
Got You.
Friday, March 9, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
About The Art Auction For Dogs In Brazil
This is somewhat more of a silent auction, yes. We don't want people to turn away from it if a price tag scares them. We also want to protect people's identity. Once we receive a 4 figure bid on one, then we will state that we've received a bid of this amt. but not from whom. From there it's whoever has the highest bid.
Because it's for Dogs In Brazil, it has made me let go of my art from my emotional attachments & turning down several thousand dollar offers in the past because of that attachment. I will be sad to see them go, but they're going to save lives.
Each piece has it's own world to it. I don't plan out my paintings. I just paint. I make a decision here, another there, as I'm going. At some point the piece starts to tell me where it's going. At that point I can see. Until then, the end result is always a mystery. I'm a very emotional painter. At least that's what my mother tells me.
The pieces do not have a base price. It is an art auction, but not just that, it is also for an incredible charity. So we're hoping people will look at where the money is going. Yes you're bidding on a piece of art I could never reproduce because of the way that I paint. If something were to happen to it, it would be gone forever, but you're also bidding to save lives, which once gone, is gone forever too.
Think in your mind and heart. Read about the @emmydib, Dogs In Brazil. The motion picture is also out now as well
Because it's for Dogs In Brazil, it has made me let go of my art from my emotional attachments & turning down several thousand dollar offers in the past because of that attachment. I will be sad to see them go, but they're going to save lives.
Each piece has it's own world to it. I don't plan out my paintings. I just paint. I make a decision here, another there, as I'm going. At some point the piece starts to tell me where it's going. At that point I can see. Until then, the end result is always a mystery. I'm a very emotional painter. At least that's what my mother tells me.
The pieces do not have a base price. It is an art auction, but not just that, it is also for an incredible charity. So we're hoping people will look at where the money is going. Yes you're bidding on a piece of art I could never reproduce because of the way that I paint. If something were to happen to it, it would be gone forever, but you're also bidding to save lives, which once gone, is gone forever too.
Think in your mind and heart. Read about the @emmydib, Dogs In Brazil. The motion picture is also out now as well
How much would you want to give to them & does the piece make you feel anything?
Does it speak to you?
Thank You,
Lorenna
This is me. This is my art. And it's being bid on one minute at a time!
Welcome
To
The Art From Lorenna
That is For
The Dogs In Brazil
TWITTER AUCTION
Item #1 Title "Ghosts Entwined"
Oil on Canvas
36inches in Width
48inches in Height
Item #2 Title "Winter's Gold"
Oil on Canvas with Metallic Gold Pigment
30inches in Width
40inches in Height
Items # 3 & 4 Are A Set
The First Above Entitled "Female"
Oil on Canvas
48inches in Width
36inches in Height
The Second Entitled "Male"
Oil on Canvas
48inches in Width
36inches in Height
Please see why you should bid on these works
http://janeiro-emmy.blogspot.com/2012/01/art-auction.html
Oil on Canvas with Metallic Gold Pigment
30inches in Width
40inches in Height
Items # 3 & 4 Are A Set
The First Above Entitled "Female"
Oil on Canvas
48inches in Width
36inches in Height
Oil on Canvas
48inches in Width
36inches in Height
Please see why you should bid on these works
http://janeiro-emmy.blogspot.com/2012/01/art-auction.html
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Fuck You Ohio
lorenna SAYS:On Twitter and Crowdrise @LeoDiCaprio @VWAimlessly @crowdrise
Zanesville Animal Massacre Included 18 Rare Bengal Tigers - ABC News
(via @ABC)
There are no words of comfort that could be said to all of us who are suffering from this tragedy.
I don't care what Ohio says, there could have been a way to save them. There were no choppers sent to shed light on the area. There were no trained rescue sent in for tranquilizer shots and Columbus Zoo is not focused on animal rescue. Trust me, I've been there.
Still no word on the White Tiger.
Ohio, end the animal "preserves" (the late owner claimed it was). This was not necessary. This would never had happened if those animals were never there. They don't belong there.
As the reporter stated, problems had happened before with people in Ohio owning exotic animals. This man had already been charged with animal cruelty and abuse. Why wasn't it shut down then? How about when he was sent to jail on weapons charges. Why weren't they taken to a safe rescue, release, reserve, with trained specialists, then?
Ohio, this should and could have never happened. SHAME!
I don't care what Ohio says, there could have been a way to save them. There were no choppers sent to shed light on the area. There were no trained rescue sent in for tranquilizer shots and Columbus Zoo is not focused on animal rescue. Trust me, I've been there.
Still no word on the White Tiger.
Ohio, end the animal "preserves" (the late owner claimed it was). This was not necessary. This would never had happened if those animals were never there. They don't belong there.
As the reporter stated, problems had happened before with people in Ohio owning exotic animals. This man had already been charged with animal cruelty and abuse. Why wasn't it shut down then? How about when he was sent to jail on weapons charges. Why weren't they taken to a safe rescue, release, reserve, with trained specialists, then?
Ohio, this should and could have never happened. SHAME!
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Email from Michael Moore WTG!!!!!
Why I'm Posting Bail Money for Julian Assange (A statement from Michael Moore)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2010
Friends,
Yesterday, in the Westminster Magistrates Court in London, the lawyers for WikiLeaks co-founder Julian Assange presented to the judge a document from me stating that I have put up $20,000 of my own money to help bail Mr. Assange out of jail.
Furthermore, I am publicly offering the assistance of my website, my servers, my domain names and anything else I can do to keep WikiLeaks alive and thriving as it continues its work to expose the crimes that were concocted in secret and carried out in our name and with our tax dollars.
We were taken to war in Iraq on a lie. Hundreds of thousands are now dead. Just imagine if the men who planned this war crime back in 2002 had had a WikiLeaks to deal with. They might not have been able to pull it off. The only reason they thought they could get away with it was because they had a guaranteed cloak of secrecy. That guarantee has now been ripped from them, and I hope they are never able to operate in secret again.
So why is WikiLeaks, after performing such an important public service, under such vicious attack? Because they have outed and embarrassed those who have covered up the truth. The assault on them has been over the top:
**Sen. Joe Lieberman says WikiLeaks "has violated the Espionage Act."
**The New Yorker's George Packer calls Assange "super-secretive, thin-skinned, [and] megalomaniacal."
**Sarah Palin claims he's "an anti-American operative with blood on his hands" whom we should pursue "with the same urgency we pursue al Qaeda and Taliban leaders."
**Democrat Bob Beckel (Walter Mondale's 1984 campaign manager) said about Assange on Fox: "A dead man can't leak stuff ... there's only one way to do it: illegally shoot the son of a bitch."
**Republican Mary Matalin says "he's a psychopath, a sociopath ... He's a terrorist."
**Rep. Peter A. King calls WikiLeaks a "terrorist organization."
And indeed they are! They exist to terrorize the liars and warmongers who have brought ruin to our nation and to others. Perhaps the next war won't be so easy because the tables have been turned -- and now it's Big Brother who's being watched ... by us!
WikiLeaks deserves our thanks for shining a huge spotlight on all this. But some in the corporate-owned press have dismissed the importance of WikiLeaks ("they've released little that's new!") or have painted them as simple anarchists ("WikiLeaks just releases everything without any editorial control!"). WikiLeaks exists, in part, because the mainstream media has failed to live up to its responsibility. The corporate owners have decimated newsrooms, making it impossible for good journalists to do their job. There's no time or money anymore for investigative journalism. Simply put, investors don't want those stories exposed. They like their secrets kept ... as secrets.
I ask you to imagine how much different our world would be if WikiLeaks had existed 10 years ago. Take a look at this photo. That's Mr. Bush about to be handed a "secret" document on August 6th, 2001. Its heading read: "Bin Ladin Determined To Strike in US." And on those pages it said the FBI had discovered "patterns of suspicious activity in this country consistent with preparations for hijackings." Mr. Bush decided to ignore it and went fishing for the next four weeks.
But if that document had been leaked, how would you or I have reacted? What would Congress or the FAA have done? Was there not a greater chance that someone, somewhere would have done something if all of us knew about bin Laden's impending attack using hijacked planes?
But back then only a few people had access to that document. Because the secret was kept, a flight school instructor in San Diego who noticed that two Saudi students took no interest in takeoffs or landings, did nothing. Had he read about the bin Laden threat in the paper, might he have called the FBI? (Please read this essay by former FBI Agent Coleen Rowley, Time's 2002 co-Person of the Year, about her belief that had WikiLeaks been around in 2001, 9/11 might have been prevented.)
Or what if the public in 2003 had been able to read "secret" memos from Dick Cheney as he pressured the CIA to give him the "facts" he wanted in order to build his false case for war? If a WikiLeaks had revealed at that time that there were, in fact, no weapons of mass destruction, do you think that the war would have been launched -- or rather, wouldn't there have been calls for Cheney's arrest?
Openness, transparency -- these are among the few weapons the citizenry has to protect itself from the powerful and the corrupt. What if within days of August 4th, 1964 -- after the Pentagon had made up the lie that our ship was attacked by the North Vietnamese in the Gulf of Tonkin -- there had been a WikiLeaks to tell the American people that the whole thing was made up? I guess 58,000 of our soldiers (and 2 million Vietnamese) might be alive today.
Instead, secrets killed them.
For those of you who think it's wrong to support Julian Assange because of the sexual assault allegations he's being held for, all I ask is that you not be naive about how the government works when it decides to go after its prey. Please -- never, ever believe the "official story." And regardless of Assange's guilt or innocence (see the strange nature of the allegations here), this man has the right to have bail posted and to defend himself. I have joined with filmmakers Ken Loach and John Pilger and writer Jemima Khan in putting up the bail money -- and we hope the judge will accept this and grant his release today.
Might WikiLeaks cause some unintended harm to diplomatic negotiations and U.S. interests around the world? Perhaps. But that's the price you pay when you and your government take us into a war based on a lie. Your punishment for misbehaving is that someone has to turn on all the lights in the room so that we can see what you're up to. You simply can't be trusted. So every cable, every email you write is now fair game. Sorry, but you brought this upon yourself. No one can hide from the truth now. No one can plot the next Big Lie if they know that they might be exposed.
And that is the best thing that WikiLeaks has done. WikiLeaks, God bless them, will save lives as a result of their actions. And any of you who join me in supporting them are committing a true act of patriotism. Period.
I stand today in absentia with Julian Assange in London and I ask the judge to grant him his release. I am willing to guarantee his return to court with the bail money I have wired to said court. I will not allow this injustice to continue unchallenged.
Yours,
Michael Moore
MMFlint@aol.com
MichaelMoore.com
P.S. You can read the statement I filed today in the London court here.
P.P.S. If you're reading this in London, please go support Julian Assange and WikiLeaks at a demonstration at 1 PM today, Tuesday the 14th, in front of the Westminster court.
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2010
Friends,
Yesterday, in the Westminster Magistrates Court in London, the lawyers for WikiLeaks co-founder Julian Assange presented to the judge a document from me stating that I have put up $20,000 of my own money to help bail Mr. Assange out of jail.
Furthermore, I am publicly offering the assistance of my website, my servers, my domain names and anything else I can do to keep WikiLeaks alive and thriving as it continues its work to expose the crimes that were concocted in secret and carried out in our name and with our tax dollars.
We were taken to war in Iraq on a lie. Hundreds of thousands are now dead. Just imagine if the men who planned this war crime back in 2002 had had a WikiLeaks to deal with. They might not have been able to pull it off. The only reason they thought they could get away with it was because they had a guaranteed cloak of secrecy. That guarantee has now been ripped from them, and I hope they are never able to operate in secret again.
So why is WikiLeaks, after performing such an important public service, under such vicious attack? Because they have outed and embarrassed those who have covered up the truth. The assault on them has been over the top:
**Sen. Joe Lieberman says WikiLeaks "has violated the Espionage Act."
**The New Yorker's George Packer calls Assange "super-secretive, thin-skinned, [and] megalomaniacal."
**Sarah Palin claims he's "an anti-American operative with blood on his hands" whom we should pursue "with the same urgency we pursue al Qaeda and Taliban leaders."
**Democrat Bob Beckel (Walter Mondale's 1984 campaign manager) said about Assange on Fox: "A dead man can't leak stuff ... there's only one way to do it: illegally shoot the son of a bitch."
**Republican Mary Matalin says "he's a psychopath, a sociopath ... He's a terrorist."
**Rep. Peter A. King calls WikiLeaks a "terrorist organization."
And indeed they are! They exist to terrorize the liars and warmongers who have brought ruin to our nation and to others. Perhaps the next war won't be so easy because the tables have been turned -- and now it's Big Brother who's being watched ... by us!
WikiLeaks deserves our thanks for shining a huge spotlight on all this. But some in the corporate-owned press have dismissed the importance of WikiLeaks ("they've released little that's new!") or have painted them as simple anarchists ("WikiLeaks just releases everything without any editorial control!"). WikiLeaks exists, in part, because the mainstream media has failed to live up to its responsibility. The corporate owners have decimated newsrooms, making it impossible for good journalists to do their job. There's no time or money anymore for investigative journalism. Simply put, investors don't want those stories exposed. They like their secrets kept ... as secrets.
I ask you to imagine how much different our world would be if WikiLeaks had existed 10 years ago. Take a look at this photo. That's Mr. Bush about to be handed a "secret" document on August 6th, 2001. Its heading read: "Bin Ladin Determined To Strike in US." And on those pages it said the FBI had discovered "patterns of suspicious activity in this country consistent with preparations for hijackings." Mr. Bush decided to ignore it and went fishing for the next four weeks.
But if that document had been leaked, how would you or I have reacted? What would Congress or the FAA have done? Was there not a greater chance that someone, somewhere would have done something if all of us knew about bin Laden's impending attack using hijacked planes?
But back then only a few people had access to that document. Because the secret was kept, a flight school instructor in San Diego who noticed that two Saudi students took no interest in takeoffs or landings, did nothing. Had he read about the bin Laden threat in the paper, might he have called the FBI? (Please read this essay by former FBI Agent Coleen Rowley, Time's 2002 co-Person of the Year, about her belief that had WikiLeaks been around in 2001, 9/11 might have been prevented.)
Or what if the public in 2003 had been able to read "secret" memos from Dick Cheney as he pressured the CIA to give him the "facts" he wanted in order to build his false case for war? If a WikiLeaks had revealed at that time that there were, in fact, no weapons of mass destruction, do you think that the war would have been launched -- or rather, wouldn't there have been calls for Cheney's arrest?
Openness, transparency -- these are among the few weapons the citizenry has to protect itself from the powerful and the corrupt. What if within days of August 4th, 1964 -- after the Pentagon had made up the lie that our ship was attacked by the North Vietnamese in the Gulf of Tonkin -- there had been a WikiLeaks to tell the American people that the whole thing was made up? I guess 58,000 of our soldiers (and 2 million Vietnamese) might be alive today.
Instead, secrets killed them.
For those of you who think it's wrong to support Julian Assange because of the sexual assault allegations he's being held for, all I ask is that you not be naive about how the government works when it decides to go after its prey. Please -- never, ever believe the "official story." And regardless of Assange's guilt or innocence (see the strange nature of the allegations here), this man has the right to have bail posted and to defend himself. I have joined with filmmakers Ken Loach and John Pilger and writer Jemima Khan in putting up the bail money -- and we hope the judge will accept this and grant his release today.
Might WikiLeaks cause some unintended harm to diplomatic negotiations and U.S. interests around the world? Perhaps. But that's the price you pay when you and your government take us into a war based on a lie. Your punishment for misbehaving is that someone has to turn on all the lights in the room so that we can see what you're up to. You simply can't be trusted. So every cable, every email you write is now fair game. Sorry, but you brought this upon yourself. No one can hide from the truth now. No one can plot the next Big Lie if they know that they might be exposed.
And that is the best thing that WikiLeaks has done. WikiLeaks, God bless them, will save lives as a result of their actions. And any of you who join me in supporting them are committing a true act of patriotism. Period.
I stand today in absentia with Julian Assange in London and I ask the judge to grant him his release. I am willing to guarantee his return to court with the bail money I have wired to said court. I will not allow this injustice to continue unchallenged.
Yours,
Michael Moore
MMFlint@aol.com
MichaelMoore.com
P.S. You can read the statement I filed today in the London court here.
P.P.S. If you're reading this in London, please go support Julian Assange and WikiLeaks at a demonstration at 1 PM today, Tuesday the 14th, in front of the Westminster court.
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